Patience

I suck at patience. I feel stuck right now, I just can't make up my mind, nor do I feel a clear calling to any particular church or area. I'm burnt. I don't know what to do.

So I'll post a Fugazi song that someone else made a video for.

It's a good night.

I feel mentally and physically I'm gaining ground again. Thanks be to God! Who knows what my next step will be, but I trust that the Lord will be guiding my steps as I step out and attempt to do his will. Some old "callings" seem to have been re-instated, and it seems as if the Vineyard in Hartford might soon be my church home. But again, we shall see.

It's a good night. A Nick Drake Pink moon kinda night.

Lord, give me the grace to leave my self-centeredness. It's exhausting.

Where is my mind....

Church Planting
Moving to PA
Finding a Second job
writing music
finishing my telecaster all the way
not being pissed off.....

Today...

I choose to worship.

I don't know what to say....

So much for an informative blog...

Not really my night, though. I can't wait for my brain cells to wake up. Surrounded by geniuses, I feel a feel as if I'm not quite the sharpest tool in the shed. Caffeine has me awake tonight, but unfocused and agitated.

I'm just glad the move to PA is coming to reality. The only real question is September or January. I'd honestly want to root for September tonight, tomorrow may be a different story.

I feel I need to be located somewhere else almost to be taken seriously, or maybe I'm just having a bad day.

An (almost) finished Tele